Author: LifeWithBilly

Do not pour trust into people’s hands without caution, Don’t offer loyalty so pure it borders on blindness.

Sometimes the tragedy of life is that love, loyalty and success don’t shield you from betrayal, they simply give betrayal a sharper knives.

Always have it in mind that you can open your whole world to someone and they might still choose to break it.

Hmmm…..some jealousy simmered for years, a sense of entitlement that couldn’t bear to see someone holding the crown!

A cold heart may sometimes be masked with charm. Not everyone you rescue will be grateful and not every smiles hides good intentions, some bubbles with laid poison!

Many times it’s the very person you’d die for, who will hand you over to death….. I could go on and on

May my heart be blessed.

Who can truly explain vanity?

The one who got a great contract and to be signed the next day but never woke up to see the light of the next day?

The One who got a new car but got into an accident a week after and lost his life?

The one who built a mansion or an edifice so they say but lost it all in a twinkle of an eye?

Who can explain vanity better?

Who can explain vanity, the one who laboured on his children with all his breath but got abandoned in his old age?

The one who worked hard on his lifetime, built a house, grew old and died, and everything he worked hard for became a desolate, an abode for thuggery, and people with insanity.

OR the one who built a mansion he never lived in?

Who? The one who researched about the mystery of life, but couldn’t unravel the mystery of death?

The One who is strong in might, power, and wisdom and yet died from the act of a weakling?

Perhaps King Solomon? He had complete grasp of life, but yet life slip off his hand, Did he explain vanity?

Yes he did! But is that all to it… Vanity!!

A wise man once said too much of everything is bad!

Too much! I had a life and I have changed from it. Yes I changed!

Was the life I had bad? No,was it good? No. It had a bit too much of me.

I trusted and it was too much and too long that I got betrayed!

I loved and it was too much, too long that I got cheated on! I had faith in man too much for too long, that my life almost went for it!

I also talked too much for too long, that the enemies (friends in disguise) knew too much about me. Was I wrong to love? Was I wrong to trust? Nay, I wasn’t.

But was I wrong to talk? Nay! But talking too much, loving too much, trusting too much, having faith in man too much and for too long is the issue.

……..and the consequences are: betrayal, evil invasion, deceits, assault, insults, mockery, judgement and death! All these I experienced, yes, I did!

Don’t ask me why I changed, I changed for myself and it worth it. The darkness may continue to be but Light will always outshines it.

Dear Reader, don’t do too much not even for a little time.

Don’t trust no one but God, don’t put your faith in man, it’s disastrous!!

Too much of everything is bad! Too much especially for too long.

Nothing is permanent in this life, if you know of one, let’s have it. Our lives in this planet can be liken to be a charade of falsehood

We come, we go, we live, we die, we are a baby today, few years we are aged, we are here today, tomorrow we are there! Nothing is permanent! You are in a position today, tomorrow you are out!

That storm that seems to be shaking the foundation of your life, marriage, finances, health…..is also not permanent; be calm, hopeful and focused, just a little while more, it will stop.

Truly, nothing is new under the sun, nothing that eyes never behold, not ears heard.

That one thing you heard or saw have now comes in a branded cover, it is not new though, but it is different from yours. It is customised to fit into my story.

I have seen betrayals, I have seen hatred that comes with a passion, I have seen many evils in disguise from most trusted allies. I also have seen envy that drives to kill!

What is new? What is unseen? Unheard? I know nothing of such.

If you haven’t seen it, or you heard it afar off, come close, I have shockers! I will show to you what raw evil is because I had it experienced firsthand. My eyes no longer drops waters because it has been made strong from all evils it beheld.

The Bible says “the heart of men is desperately wicked, who can know it?” Desperately!

I am an Introvert but I hate to be alone! Alone sleeping, alone eating, alone shopping, alone visiting, alone working, I just hate ’em. Still I don’t like crowd, so I keep just a trusted Ally close by.

Oh, so I thought….. Trusted? Why am I still alone? Why do I still walk the whole path alone why? I asked myself..

Then comes the shocker, ” for the journey of destiny is to be walked alone” No spouse, he/she might not see the essence, no relatives for they might also not understand the mission, no friend, for they might envy the road….

It is to be walked ALONE! No luggage or gabbage….. Just Me, though it feels lonely and full of anxiety, fear, but still Hope! and I truly trust the journey with MYself.

Alone, I will see the mission clearly, I will understand the roadmap, I will strategize and put on the right armour that suits the journey…. I will use my own personalized style not the opinion of others that will disrupt and distract the originality of my journey.

You might be lucky, you may not necessarily walk your own alone. I envy such… but it didn’t work for me. Now I know, I’m a LONE TRAVELER!

I have them! They are scars and they are ugly, they are real and true. I may have love to show you but then, they are not meant for your eyes😜… Because they are ugly to behold, yet you saw it, I hid them well, but alas you still saw it! Just that you did not actually saw the ugly reality, you only saw how my scars beautify me and now you call me a strong woman😎

Then my SCARS becomes my STRENGTH. I am not ashamed of them but rather they become my PRIDE, my VOICE, my STORY, my IDENTITY!

So, I have them…….

In life, we all have seen many things, the collection of it could be called experiences, views, beliefs etc…. Something I saw is called “a lot“

Haa, I have seen “A lot” and these things are many… And in one, yet “A lot“

It has power to bring down, power to steal one’s peace, infact it has power to destroy, power to kill, power to change one!

I saw “a lot” and rather than bringing negativity, it embraces me and made me strong and determined. We became friends and I renamed it. It’s no longer “A lot” but “my strength“

Yes! Storms do have colors, Someone asked, like rainbows? Nay, not even close.

They come pretty odd…. Sometimes you can see through them, sometimes they are thicken as black devil….

Sometimes, they come in red, another time, off white, sometimes, black, sometimes, you can’t name the color but it has it.

However, whichever color it brings, what matter most is I remain in my color that shines brightly and yes, outshined its colors☀️

I walked through the storms sometimes and gave the storms my own color; Sometimes, I stood still in the storm such that no matter the blows of the storm on me, I remain in my color that shineth brightly; Sometimes, I could choose to roll with the storm, and alas, such times the storm threw me out of its blazing blows, and yes, I still come out in my own color, that glows brightly.

And then, the storm was unable to comprehend nor withstand my color that shines brightly. Never! Because My Color outshines the Storm!

I can sense it, the end is near than we thought. Hmmmm, the perilous time is here. Are you ready for His coming? What are you doing with the salvation freely given to you? Are you nailing Him to the cross over and over with your life? Telling Him, the sacrifice He made with His life is useless.

There’s is still time this moment, today, because tomorrow might be late. Give Him your life today!!!!!!